new year goals!!!!!

This year as gone by so so so fast. One of my goals im making is going back to church every sunday. I miss church. I miss going and then going home feeling peaceful. I think my life will start to go back to normal and less stressful if i start going back.

can't go now where this new year's beacuse last year i got drunk with friends so im at home being bored hanging out with old people. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE

what a night.

Will Me and adin kinda got in a fight. He things I don't trust him because I talked to the girl he as been talking to. Adin is the guy of my dreams there is no way I could leave him. We have been going out for soon to be five months. Tonight as just been down hill for me ive just been crying people say that im not really the same girl they once knew. Then I was about to go to bed and just blew off everything ,but I get a text from Adin that he sent to everyone in his phone and it said "I miss my baby. I miss how she used to be all cute with me when we started dating we could go on with who loves who more untill one of us says we love eachother the same way how she would text me good night and good morning how she told me all of this cute things over the phone the way that we keeped on sayin muah untill someone stoped. I just wish that side of my baby doesnt go away like it is right now I wish she still had that side of her." That made me cry the most I did not know what to say to that and then i started thinking Yes i have changed a little and that I need to start saying good night and good morning to him like a use to. I feel that i broke his heart by some things. We will work threw out this little drama. We see eachother tomorrow and we will talk about it.

Ghost town

Ghost town was fun to go to. We went as a famliy and we were up there like all day long. It was cold up there but it was fun. There was alot of people but we did not care we waited for amost a hour to eat at a place there with doller bills on the wells. If you live in Arizona you gotta go cheack it out.

Brother in town!!!!!!

Sorry they are not good pictures my bro and mom do not like pictures so I took them with out them knowing.

Today is x-mas and my bro in town. We woke up at around 8 and it was nice to open persents as a famliy for once. I wish my sister was in town but she went to be with her dumb*** boyfriend. My body hurts most of all day yestherday my bro was in the gym and so ive been trying to lose weight so he pushed me were my muscles hurt and he wants me to go back with him tonight for two hours. My bro as changed so much. His geting ready to go in the air force in 3 more months. My mom was happy this x-mas to see my bro she as not seen him for almost three years so im glad she happy. I miss being together as a famliy.

questions??????

1.What do you currently hear right now?
music


2. Where is that sound coming from?
computer

3. Would you rather watch football or baseball?
football

4.How much money do you have on you?
um about 100


5. What are you think about right now?
my boyfriend

6.Whats your middle name?
Lynn


7. Where will you be in an hour?
still at home, being bored

8. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
i dont know

9. How many people did you hit today?
just bro will


10. What are you looking forward to in the next month
i dont realy know


11. last person you said I love you to?
ny boyfriend

12. have any stalkers?
not this year.


13. What is the last movie you watched?
I twilight. Love this movie


14. Last place you took a plane to?
colorado

15. Last thing you purchased?
i dont know

16. What are your plans for the weekend?
hang out with my brother since his in town


17. Are you a jealous person?
sometimes


18. Did you have a good birthday this year?
Yes it was yestherday it was the best one ever

19. Do you chew on your straws?
yes!


20. Do you like someone that doesnt know you like them?
Yup


21. Your favorite thing to drink on a hot summer day?
water.

22. Where is the next place you will travel?
I dont know


23. Whats the weather like today?
warm

24. Last thing you drank?
water

25. Have you ever thrown your cell phone in anger?
yeah many of times


26. When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
today

27. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
idk..water?

28. Who are you talking to right now?
no one


29. Something youre looking forward to?
CHRISTMAS

30. Something youre not looking forward to?
school

31. Do you like meeting new people?
Sometimes...


32. Do you wake up cranky?
nope



33. Are you the same as you were a year ago?

no. im waaaaayyyyy different


34. Has anyone seen you in your under ​wear,​ other than mom?
hahaha yes


35. Who did you last hug?
my borther

36. Is there anybo​dy you wish you could​ be with right​ now?
friends


37. How has this week been?
good

38. What do you want most right​ now?
sleep


39. What is your favor​ite numbe​r?​​
8


40. What time did you go to sleep?
like 1..?


41. What is your curre​nt mood?​​
calm

42. Are you happy​ right​ now?
sure

43. Do you ever keep argueing even when you know you'r​e wrong​?​​
Haha. yeah

44. How long does it take for you to take a showe​r?​​
it depends. anywhere from 10 minutes to 30

45. D o you think​ you'​​ll be marri​ed in 10 years​?​​
yea

46. Who was the last perso​n who calle​d you?
Adin

47. Are you open about ​ your feeli​ngs or close ​d off?
Usually closed off

48. Ever cried?
Ok that is the stupidest question I have ever herd in my life, YES i have CRIED



49. Was the last perso​n to text you a boy or girl?​​
boy

50. What was the weird​est thing​ that happe​ned to you today?
my borther siting on me


51. Was there ever a time in your life that you had to get up at 5am?
yeah

52. Can you lie with a strai​ght face?​​
yes

53. What'​​s the most disgu​sting​ thing​ y ou'​​ve eaten​ recen​tly?​​
idk. i try to aviod disgusting food. duh

54. Has anyon​e purpo​sely moved​ you chair​ right​ as you were going​ to sit down?​​
haha!!! yeah!!!!

55. How's your day going​ so far?
preety good

56. Who was the last perso​n who held your hand?
my boyfriend

57. Is there ​ someo​ne you can'​t stop think​ing about​?​
yes

58. Do you think​ you have made a diffe​rence​ in anyon​e'​s life?​
Um, idk maybe

59. Who was the last perso​n you had a deep conve​rsati​on with?​
My mom

60. Where​s the weird​est place​ you'​ve chang​ed cloth​es?​
a car. i guess

61.Do you annou​nce when you have to pee?
Yeah.

62. When was the last time somet​hing bothe​red you? What was it?
um i called my self fat and would not eat

63. Do you prefe​r a call or text?​
text

64. Do you hate being​ alone​?​

Nope

65. What was the last thing​ you reall​y laugh​ed at?
um. too many to count. :]

BEST B-DAY EVER SO FAR!!!!!!

TODAY IS MY B-DAY I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST GONNA BE ANOTHER DAY, BUT I WAS WRONG. I WOKE UP TO A KNOCK ON MY DOOR IT WAS MY BOYFRIEND HE DID NOT STAY BUT HIS COMING BACK AT ONE TO HANG OUT....THEN I GET A TEXT MESSAGE FROM MY SECOND FAMLIY WITH A PICTURE OF THEN AND THEY WERE SINGING ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY. NEXT I GOT TO TEXT FROM MY BROTHER SAYING HAPPY B-DAY DIPSHIT..... FIVE MINS LATER I GET A PHONE CALL.....MY BORTHER COMING HOME FOR X-MAS HE WILL BE HERE TONIGHT.. IM SO HAPPY IM JUMPING OFF THE WALLS. MY MOM MADE ME A CAKE AND IT AS A SNOWMAN ON IT... IT IS JUST 9:41 A.M. SO I KNOW THE REST OFF THE DAY WILL BE GOOD.

Birthday!!!!!!!

Tommorrow is my birthday. This year as gone by so fast I can not believe it. I remanber last year I cryed on my birthday Because my friend Jesse Moved, but other then that it was a okay birthday. Tomorrow I will be 15. Yay!!! I was gonna go out of town to colorado for my b-day and x-mas but I turned that down. So im gonna be home hanging out and I might call my boyfriend over to chill with me. Other then that it might be boring to me its just another day.
ONE YEAR OLDER AND WISER TO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

SCHOOL.

Fanils. Tomorrow and Thursday. I think I will do good on them.

Physical World- 87.0% = B
Math- 91.7% = A
Dance- 83.4% = B These are my grades with out the fanil tests.
Reading- 87.3% = B
English- 72.3% = C
Seminary- n/a = B



School is going really good as you can tell by my grades. I only have a bad grade in english why beacuse I do bad when we do test and I dont really like the teacher. Math is so easy this year beacuse everything I am learning I learned last year at my old school. Seminary is so fun much. Out here un like colorado it courts as a class so I get a grade for it. Thats kinda cool. I love the high school and the teachers. I might been moving this summer again ,but I dont want to because I want to stay at this school. I have not got in one fight this year and that was my goal. I love my friends they are so funny and we all keep eachother in line. I cant believe the school year is almost over. Time goes by fast...


WISH Me LUCK ON MY TESTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Boyfriend!!!!!

wow my boyfriends(adin) family is so sweet. Friday was his b-day so i spent it with him and then yestheday I was hanging out with them and his mom,sister, and dad told me a lie and took me out shoping for me early b-day and x-mas. It was nice of them to do that. They also sent me home with lots of home made food that his mom makes. YUMMY shes a good cook. My mom likeS Adin so thats good and they are geting to know eachother more and more. She thinks his sweet and caring. She lets me hang out with him alot alongs if im home on the weekends before 9. And the other hand my dad I dont know if he likes him they have talked on the phone and text eachother and all he can say is im going to get my ax.....hahaha like all dads say. My sister met him once and she never told me what she thinks about him. He as one sister and one brother. They both drive me crazy at times. His sister never text meassage me inless she wants something and inless im in the house with her bro. Its kinda funny.

SICKNESS

IM TIRED OF BEING SICK. I WAS AT URGENT CARE LAST NIGHT AND I DID NOT GET GOOD NEWS BACK. I HAVE MONO.... MY BODY HURTS SO BAD ITS HARD TO MOVE AROUND. THEY SAID ITS GONNA TAKE AROUND 2MONTHS TO GET RID OF IT CAUSE I HAVE A BAD CASE OF IT. SO, IM HOME FROM SCHOOL TODAY KINDA BORED BUT I GOT TO SLEEP IN.