Missing Him

All this week i having been thinking about my friend Jesse James. His Been texting me and John alot. Last night I was stress and he called me. Talking to him made me happy he made me laugh alot. When i got off the phone i almost cryed I missed the fun times we had together. I had a big crash on him and some people new it.
Today, I told him that I liked him. Know I don't know what he thinks of me. He did say he loved me and that made me feel good. I think of him as a brother-best friend forever. I wish he still lived down here he was my only friend at Brimhall who i can talk to about things. I have pictures on my phone of him that i look at some times when im stress and need to talk to someone, but i never call him.

He likes John it kinda makes me jealous, but im glad that me and him are just like Sister and Brother beacuse he helps me out alot. I would always love him if he knows it or not.

Mom found out!!!!!!!

My mom found out I have a boyfriend. We been together for a month. she cool with it so thats kinda good i guess. My mom been texting him alot. There making palns to see eachother. He is nice. I go to school with him and He just lives down the sheet. OH BY THE WAY HIS NAME IS ADIN. Its kinda funny how we met. One day at school I was by the math rooms eating lunch talking on my cell phone and he kept walking by, so i got off the phone and said hi to him and we started talking then the bell went off. Then the next day I was with my friend at lunch and he comes by again we start talking and my friend gave him my number without me knowing. That night he was texting me none stop. Thats how me met bu just being friendly saying hi.

Bored

Hi Friends and Famliy,
I am bored at home I just got out of the hospital for the second time this week and im in so much pain its hard to breath and I have this really bad sharp chest pain. Today at three I have to go see a heart doctor so im kinda scared.