CAN'T WAIT :)

I so can't wait untill this weekend!!!!!!

Friday= =Hallaween
Saturday = Homecoming
Sunday = Moms work party


On Friday at 7:00 there is a homcoming football game. I don't know if I will go or not. I will always be with my friend Jordon.

Saturday is Homecoming. I have been waiting for it, i'm going with my friend Jordon and then meeting up with my boyfriend Adin. But plans my change cause Jordon is not sure if she can go yet. No matter what im still going I already got the tickets. I get to stay out in till midnight. I will be hanging out with lots of friends. DON'T WORRY I WON'T GET DRUNK LIKE I DID WITH NENE LAST YEAR AT BRIMHALL. I'M NOT LIKE THAT NO MORE THAT WAS JUST ONE TIME THING OK OK MAYBE MORE THEN ONE TIME THING.

Pictures!!!!!!!!!

Me and my friend Cici

Me and My friend Melissa

Me and My boyfriend Adin

Dont I look sexy

I dont know what i was doing.... lol

Me with my glasses.

Here some pictures I took during the day... Those who have not seen for years know what i look like know. If you can tell.....yes i have lost lots of weight

I'M SO STRESS

WHERE DO I START. I GUESS I WILL START WITH GOOD THEN GO TO BAD NEWS.

Well i drop out of dance and after a week I found myself dancing around the house...haha so I started going back to dance.

I also, joined a culb called Best Buddies. This is a culb where I get a buddy who as special needs (special ed). I hang out with this person (ANDY) at school but I have to do things out side of school with him as well.

THOSE ARE THINGS THAT KEEP ME BUSY....... ON WITH HOW MY LIFE IS.....

My life outside of school is stressful. There is alot of family problems going on and I just don't want to be home. Um....the last two nights I have cryed myself to sleep and today I was tired I did not want to wake up and get ready for school therefor I went to school in what I went to sleep in that night. I want Austin to come down here and kidnapp me and take me back to colorado. I just hate life right now, but one good thing is I have not cut myself yet and I don't plan on it.

history of ME

1) Raised in: Colorado and Arizona

2) Your name: Breanna Lynn Brown

3) Birthdate: 12-23-93

4) Any siblings: yes, sister Tiffanie and a brother William

5) Oldest of them all: Tiffanie

6) Your Hair color: Dark Brown

7) Hair length: to my nack little bit longer

8) First school: Sable elementary

9) Shoe size: 8

10) Mood:super bored

11) Height:5'4"

12) Lefty /Right: Lefty


♥ Love Life ♥

1) Do I remember your first real relationship: yes

2) Do you believe in love:yea

3) Shortest relationship :0 seconds!!!

4) Have you ever been heart broken:nope

5)Are you in love right now:yes

6) Have you ever fallen for a friend:yeah

7) Are you afraid of commitment:no

8) Do you believe in love at first sight :yes

9) Like anyone right now:of course

Stufff.....

Me and some friends form dance. work out three times a week together. Today we ran six laps around the school. My legs hurt so bad. It was so hot out there i wanted to fall to the ground. The nice thing about it is a lost four pounds this week so far. YAY FOR ME!!!!

I drop out of dance. I am so sad. It was fun and it kept me out of trouble, but if I wanted to relax and not be so busy as I was I had to drop something out of my day. Hopefully I can get back in next year if im not busy. Most of my friends are in dance, Its so much fun im going to miss them.

Austin

OMG WERE DO I START......IM CRYING.....OK WELL AUSTIN IS MY BEST FRIEND FROM COLORADO AND WE ARE REALLY CLOSE HE IS LIKE A BRO TO ME.

SO I SENT HIM A TEXT MESSAGE SAYING MORNING.....
HE TEXTS ME BACK SAYING THAT HIS BRAKING DOWN....
LITTLE BIT LATER HIS COUSIN TEXTS ME SAYING HE CUT HIM SELF


I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO...ITS HARD NOT BEING THERE IN COLORADO TO CALM HIM DOWN. I USE TO CUT MYSELF TO I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO DO THAT...OMG

THEY KEEP SENDING ME MORE TEXTS MESSAGES WITH BAD NEWS IM CRYING I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I DONT WANT HIM TO KILL HIMSELF LIKE HIS BEEN SAYING.

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT HIM....THE REASON WHY I STOP CRYING MYSELF WAS BECASUE OF HIM AND HERA IT HURTS ME TO KNOW THAT HE IS DOING THAT

I NEED TO CLAM DOWN

Fall brake-school

Out here in Tempe Arizona fall brake is so early. Right now im on fall brake on it is so boring. All my friends from Mesa are in school so I can't hangout with them. Im home being bored doing nothing but wacthing t.v and texting boring friends who dont want to do anything. Is that boring or what?

It is kinda nice even tho im bored beacuse i got to sleep in and no homeowork YAY!!!!!

So Friday the quarter ended which means grades were due. Im in high school now so I was kinda scared of what grades I have but Im not now. I went to my school web site and you go to the class your in and put your last name and student i.d. number in and it says your grade, so I did that and I have six classes, but seminary does not count as a grade. I have four A's and one B.....That is good enough for me.

Starting On Monday October 13 I will be taking a online class beacuse again seminary does not court as anything. That means im gonna have to change my bed time to 10 so that i can get homework done. That also means beacuse i get up at 5:30 every morning that im gonna be tired.

Going on with dance. Im thinking about not doing it no more. It's fun and it keeps me out of trouble but im starting to get more busy and sometimes dance gets in my way of not geting homework done at times. SO THATS A MAYBE I DONT WANT TO BUT I MIGHT HAVE TO.

Saturday fun!!!!

On saturdays I always sleep in and clean and do homework will today that did not happend i had fun for once. It was a nice outside not hot like it always is.

I hanged out with Jordon,Emia,Adin,Admir, and Matt. I woke up at 8:00 and got in the shower and dress for the day and then went to Jordons house. We talked like always and did are nails. Around 12:00 we went to Adins home and met up with everyone and messed around with. We played football that was funny three grils against three boys. After a while, we ate lunch. Then, started playing x-box360. After, that we started to play twister the foot and hand game that was fun, but i always got out. Im so bad at that game. Finelly, for the last two hours we went swimming. Its been so long not hanging out in a group with friends having fun. I never have that much time no more to hang out. Im always busy with school and or im tired. Today was really fun I think I should hang out more with them. I think im gonna go swimming again its so nice out there.

I'm tired of their endless chatter,
Those girls in my 1st block class.
They never so shutup, it seems,
So I shut my eyes and want time to pass.

This one is brushing her hair,
That one is painting a long nail.
If they don't be quiet now,
They won't pass the class, they'll fail!

This class is to be taken seriously,
It's to help with life after school,
But they don't care,
They just want to look cool.

The tall one is loud and stupid,
And known for her shiny forehead.
Nothing she says is intelligent,
I swear her brain is dead!


The blonde one is silly
And has alot of "boy issues".
Her face is always red from crying,
And in her hands are lots of tissues.

An itty bitty girl also sits with them.
She plays softball and isn't too bright
She loves to laugh and snort...
If you asked her what day it is, she'd say "Night."

And lastly, there's the tall brunette,
But all she has is her pretty face.
Everybody thinks she's so beautiful,
But she's actually a serious nut case.

** I wrote this poem this morning in my 1st period class (science). I swear, listening to their conversations has lowered my IQ... lol jk